In My Bubble...

i thought i had everything i had ever hoped for and if i didnt have it yet i knew i would soon. Life is funny. You make think all you want but once reality hits you its what you have to deal with. Now i am a proud daydreamer, & yes some things have came true but most time it saddens me to say that they have not. Its hard to dream all the time and then have to wake up to a totally different reality smh Im tired of waiting for the future to come. im tired of guessing if im suppose to be with someone already or if im making the right decision. Im ready for my happily ever after…. to be continued ….

I have never been a quitter but im learning now that sometimes you have to throw up that white flag. Surrender to the fact that love goes just as fast as it comes. & that one person you wanted a lifetime with was just a season passing. Ive come to terms with the fact that we wont last forever… but while your love seemed to fade away, mine still stands strong… How do I learn how to stop love?

I believe that marriage isn’t between a man and woman but between love and love. I still believe in man. A wise one asked me why. Cause I just don’t believe we’re wicked I know that we sin but I do believe we try. You gotta believe in something…

bloomingfantasies:

“You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.”, Buddha

I was told love makes u live a happier healthier life and is good for heart . But this love I have is tearing it apart. What a deadly disease it is …

There isn’t just ONE definition of love. It means something entirely different to everyone. The problem is that once love occurs it never ceases to exist no matter if it does nothing but inflict pain.

LOVE is fragile … & I may not be the perfect caretaker for it but I’m ready for it to come along so I can nurture it to its full potential ♡

unspoken before
I now speak the faint cries from the war
once moved so freely with an untouchable rhythm
now shackled and imprisoned
no, not in the world before open eyes
but within, where my biggest enemy lies
where that vivacious beat used to go boom
all that is left is a vacant room
the past occupants were love, hope and certainty
all thats left is faded memories of what used to be
once whole, now broken
no matter how hard i try to make it
the pieces just dnt seem to fit
sending me crashing into the unknown
then realizing the reflection was that of my own
tryin to save whats left of me
but how do you fight yourself and come out with a victory?
a never ending fight
nothing ever seems to be right
seeking the truth, peace and the right route
just what all of me is about?
eyes shut, the world’s reality is shushed but mines cried out

Life isn’t always what it seems and it sure as hell isn’t always what you wanted. Curve balls are thrown and wrong turns are made. Tricks are played and trades are made. DREAMS are what make life living. It is the work and progress to a desired goal. I may not have much and may only carry a DOLLAR in my wallet some days, but I look at the BIGGER picture. Everyday is a stepping stone to something else. I DREAM big. I dream of a corporate job making lots of dollars. I dream of a big home filled with a big family. I dream of taken trips all over the world. But most importantly I dream that if it doesnt go as I plan, that in the end of it all I am HAPPY. I am a DAYDREAMER. :)